Back To The Basic

Mr. Boyfriend

2010-05-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

I love you, Peh Wee Gene.
Thanks for not giving up on us, after all we've been through.
♥

May

2010-05-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Sexy 17th to my beloved Chuah Ell May.

That psychopathic girl I love, aww.
When you see this, you better be effing touched.
C:

It's weird how the both of us ended up like that.
From enemy, to close friend.
And we owned the Peh brothers, boohoo! :P

May,

It's good to have you around whenever I needed you.
Happy & sad time, both.
Remember how the both of us, girls just go out and party?
Remember how we just fuck life and enjoy drinking like no one's business?
I miss those good ol' times, sis.

Thank you for being there, listen to me whining about my grandmother stories.
Thank you for helping Gene and I through our hard times.

I love you!
( Weesern better be jealous. :P )

21st

2010-05-21T05:02:00.000-07:00

A day that is equally important to me & Mr.Boyfriend. :P
On this happy lovey-dovey day, I would love to say..

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary!
I love you, baby!
♥

Thank you so much for the surprise this afternoon.
The yummy japanese food and great companion, aww.
Thank you, mwah.

Excuse me?

2010-05-17T03:07:00.001-07:00

Seriously, who the fuck are you to make me feel so effing miserable?
Who the fuck are you to judge me?

I smile to you doesn't mean I like you.
I talk to you like as if oh-my-gosh-I'm-flattering-you doesn't mean I really do.
I had to because my mommy teaches me to be nice to old sluts like you even if I don't like you.
( That shows that my mommy teaches me basic manners, unlike you. )
I tried to be nice and yet you're being so effing bitchy.
You make me feel so sick of myself, like I'm some psycho attention seeker.
YUCK.

Since you like being mean to me, then yeah.
You got me, no more tolerating.
The next time you do the same thing to me, I'll effing flip the bird at you.
PFFT.
So yeah, fuck you. oOo

♥

2010-05-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

Happy Family, aww.
♥

Giegiemon is back yo!

2010-05-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

In case you've forgotten how I looked like. :p

Hellow yellow!
After neglecting this blog for months, I'm back in action yo. :P
Missed me, anyone?

Anyway,
Life's good with the awesome boyfriend and the other crazy couple. C:
And my beloved MONS, aww.

Updates soon.

♥ G

CVK's 17th Birthday

2010-02-09T06:11:00.000-08:00

Our very own Lady Gaga's 17th birthday.
So, her party was held at her house, The View.
Met Kevin & Yilin in Gurney first.

Thanks to Yilin's bro, Terrance for fetching us there.

Wa mia kawanbaik! (:

Went up and met up with the girls.
They were busy, dressing up and stuffs.

So, I vained. :D

Clary, Kim & Sue

Kim, Clary, Sally, Sue & Racheal

Siao Cha Bor, Sally Giam. :P

Poor Winson, got scratched by some chicken.

... And I vain-ed, again.

LOL, Clary. (:

At some point, it rained.
So we somehow hide in the toilet.
And we had fun, LOL.

No, we weren't drunk.

Happy Birthday, Crystal baby!
Hope you had fun. (:

Rants

2010-02-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

Blah blah blah.
2010 has been a bitch to me.
Yes, it's only the first month.
And yet so many fucking things happened.
You know what? Fuck you.

First of all, I am so sick of explaining.
But I'm just gonna do this one last time.
DO NOT JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER!

Hello, you crazy motherfuckers?
I MAY look mean, bad and blah blah blah.
DOESN'T MEAN I REALLY AM OKAY?!
I'm such a nice, lovely girl. HAHA.
BUT I'm serious okay.

You stupid fucks should stop being blind and judgmental!
YOU GET ME?!
You people are pissing me off with your fucked up judgment okay?

Bitch in front of me, I'll make sure you enjoy it better than bitching behind my back. :D
Okay, now I sound mean.
BUT, I AM FORCED TOO OKAY!

You crazy bitches make me feel so mentally ill. D:
Which is so not worth it, pfft.
Maybe you all can just do me a favor and go fuck yourself. (:

Seriously, judge me wrongly again.
I'll make sure you see the mean-est side of me.
RWARR!

I do not and will not tolerate with shits.
Try me.

2010

2010-01-12T01:48:00.001-08:00

My very first post for this year! Hah.
It's hard to believe how fast time flies.
2oo9 is over in a blink of an eye.

AND I'M GONNA BE SIXTEEN IN 2 MONTHS TIME!
So old, pfft. ):

By the way, it's only the second week of 2o1o.
But I'm hating it already, gah!
I want more fun. ):

New Years Eve @ Wilson's

And and and, I have been busy. excuses*
Oh well, no updates! ;D

Christmas o9

2009-12-26T23:09:00.001-08:00

Nothing much to elaborate.
All I can say is, I had a blast with a bunch of whackos!
I love all of you, aww. ;p

JangGiap, Zhigie, Crystal, Wilson & Racheal

A picture from Crystal's DSLR friend, Chien Ming. (:

By the way, I got my result already.
Yes, on Christmas Eve.
But it wasn't that bad after all. :D

Away

2009-12-12T07:48:00.000-08:00

Miss me? ;p

Yeah, I will probably be away from the comp and internet for quite sometime.
Not because I'm going vacation or so.
Just that, I AM BUSY.
Busy going out everyday, darn.

IT'S TIRING OKAY? ):

By the way, Zhigie and Nikki are burnt up.
Yay? Haha.
New addiction, swimming and sunbathing.
And and, liquor. Hehe. ;p

So don't bother visiting my blog.
I ain't gonna update it.

Not until I'm forced too. ;D

See you people soon ay?

Cheers!(:

Rise & Shine, baby!

2009-11-25T02:45:00.000-08:00

Nikki and I decided to stay up for the whole night.
And in fact, we stayed till the sunrise and almost till lunch hour.
So we kinda ran out of things to do.
Then Nikki came up with the idea of screenshots.

HAHAHA, funny conversation. ;p

I'm alright already.
Thanks, to those who cared and loved. (:

Abused

2009-11-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

Get it right.

Mentally abused, I feel so depressed.
I'm not used to what I am feeling now, and I don't like it.
I hate looking back, and bringing back those memories that I've learned to forget.
But I just couldn't stop myself from doing so, what the hell is wrong with me?!

I wanna stop loving people around me.
I'm tired of being there whenever they need me.
I wanna learn how to say " no ".
But I can never say so.

I can't afford taking any wrong steps in whatever shits I do.
I don't like the feeling of being disappointed.
I don't want to fail nobody.
I hate it when I let people down.
What am I suppose to do?

Maybe it's time for me to stop.
Just for once, to be loved than to love.
I'm sick of thinking anymore.

xx
But I still love you people.
♥

Halloween o9

2009-11-11T20:39:00.000-08:00

A very late post, I know.
So I'm just gonna post up the pictures.
Not gonna elaborate, hah.

Obviously, celebrated in SegaFredo.
After the drinking session, Ezra drop us back.
Vania, Reuben, Nikki & I then meet Grason and Daniel at the playground.
Bla bla bla, I don't remember anymore.

For the next 8 days after Halloween, I've been out with HY, Rene, Nikki & Reuben.
Yes,bunch of crazy whackos!
But it's fun, heh. (:

Beach!

2009-10-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

Rene came and picked me up to the beach.
Met Amber & Don Goh there.
Later on, Cherly, Nikki, Nathania, Rach, SzeReen, Vania, HawYang, Reuben, Grason and a few more came.
Did nothing at the beach, laze and fool around.

Amber Goh

Cherly

Racheal Leow

Don, Cherly & Rene

Amber & Zhigie

Favourite pose

Left the beach around 8.
That's when Giap and Kok Wei reached the beach.
LOL, they came late, VERY late.

So in the end, had dinner together.
The guys went Oasis for shisha.
Girls went Papa Pizza for food. (:

Cherly

Nikki

After our dinner, walked to Oasis to meet up with the rest.
Sat there, gossiped and laughed.
Walked home with HawYang after that.

Random picture taken on random day in Mega Que.

Pictures from Nathania Chuah & Amber Goh.
Thanks. (:
Overall, I enjoyed.

Smart Night o9

2009-10-28T12:09:00.000-07:00

One of the fav of the night

Finally I decided to update about Smart Night o9.
In case you people have no idea what's that.
It is like a graduation night organized by my tuition centre, Bsmart.

Anyway, a few of us were chosen to participate in one of the events on that night.
Which is a modeling show for Venessa Diamonds.
Although it was tiring throughout the whole thing, but the 11 of us definitely had fun.
Great experience gained and had heaps of fun. (:

Hair & Makeup @ KuangYee

Before & During the dinner..

Stalked by Suzes

Zhigie! :P

Sally, but spot me! :P

With Felicia Tan

Sally, Bern, Bianca, LynJen & Felicia

Bernice Goh

During The Show..

Bianca, Chloe, Zhigie, Suzes, Sally, YunErn, LynJen, Mandy, Bernice, Grace & Jolyn

( Dinner Dress - Second round. I guess no one took the first round - Wedding gown. )

After the show & dinner..

Kim getting prize

Sally, Kim & I

Kim's cert, my face & Bern's hand

HuiMin, Mandy, SEXIEST RECEPTIONIST, Bianca, Chloe, BRYAN & Bern

Bianca, Grace, Chloe & Bern

Behind The Scene?

Zhigie & Bern

Apparently, I'm a little lazy to elaborate more.
So, that's all I guess?
Anyway, pictures are grabbed from a lot of people.
Not from me. (:

I love the holidays.
Occupied with love and endless adventurous fun.
<3>

2009-10-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

Told you it's not fun to mess with me OR my family.
Believe it or not, you are way worst than just a low life bitch.
You are a damn drug addict, am I right? (:

Get the hell out of here.
Damn it.

Wedding Gown?

2009-10-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

Went to Kuang Yee today to try out some of the wedding gowns.
All the girls went, 11 of us plus Felicia. (:
Eileen & JunYi tagged along too.
By the way, we are not getting married or what-so-ever.

Sally, Eileen, Junyi.

Sally, Eileen, Junyi, Bernice & Bianca! (;

Few more days to Smart Night o9!
Oh well, can't wait! (;

Thoughts

2009-10-19T11:35:00.000-07:00

Was it my fault or yours?
Should I take the blame or leave it?
But I'm tired of being sorry for every single thing..
After all the years, all the obstacles we have been through..
One question, does this worth all the efforts?

" Look for the sunshine behind the dark clouds "

Self - declared holiday was awesome.
I'm thankful for the friends and endless fun.
Heh. (;

October o9

2009-10-18T02:20:00.000-07:00

Random pictures taken in October o9.
Before and after exam.
♥

FREEDOM!

2009-10-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

Oh yes oh yes!
Zhigie just got her 100% freedom!
Hehe, super duper excited for endless outings!

So the first thing I did right after PMR was get my hair dyed.
I'm super satisfied with my new hair colour.
Went to the saloon, didn't get it done myself.
* later no volume, no style mah. * Inside joke. :P

New hair colour, any comment? (:

Went to Gurney after I got my hair done at Sally's godmother's shop.
Met up with the girls.
Eileen, Sally, Sheau Han, Jun Yi, Rene, Cherly, Jess, Nathania, Nikki, Cherlyn & Robyn.
Met up with Giap awhile too!

While waiting for Sally to get her BLONDE extension done.

Brand new pose for all of us. \m/

Han, Gie, Leen & Jess!

See how Rene inspired us with the new pose? (:

Anyway, that was yesterday.
Our very first day of freedom.

So the second day, went out with my kawan baik!
Missed her so damn much, man.
Got my new earring today.

Bling bling? heh.

More pictures coming up.
Wait till I get the pictures from em' aight. ♥

2nd warning

2009-09-30T20:18:00.000-07:00

YOU.
STOP. VIEWING. MY. BLOG.

How many damn times do you want me to remind you the same thing?
Stop it, will you?
Shameless piece of shit.
Have you realised how ugly you look?
Although you are slightly better looking than your alien-look-alike friend.
But still, I don't like the both of you.
Not only that, you look very annoying to me.
And you are short, and square.
Just like a spongebob.

Get lost, moron.

And by the way, you are not sexy. (:

Full Stop

2009-09-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

Enough of nonsensical promises from you.
Enough of lies from you.
Enough of heartaches and pain you've put me through.
Enough of the fucked up life you've gave me.

But I'm thankful for it, seriously.

If you have never put me through things like this, I'll never know or discover how stupid, childish and insane I can be, over a dumb and unappreciative guy like you. Although it took me long enough to realised that this is nothing but a tough lesson to be learned in a teenager's life, like mine. But it's better late than never. It's not worth all the heartaches you've put me through if I still don't realised that it was just a game, and continue to be blind folded by your dumb lies. Right?

Months before this, I have been avoiding and decided to not face it. I thought it wouldn't bother me much and eventually I'll be able to forget about everything and go on with life. But no, everything you did or said, it bothers me a lot. It was so bad, that I couldn't imagine what else is coming next for me, I didn't want to think about it. To know that the thought of you still hurts me badly after all.

After all the sleepless nights, pain and tears that I've tried to hold on. I am finally able to let it go, and of course it is not easy. I can finally assure myself that this is over, so over. I don't need to do anything to convince myself that I deserved happiness more than anyone else. Why did I put myself in a miserably state before this? Simple enough, because I was stupid and thought that everything will be okay again, just like every time. I kept faith and hope with me.

And now, I don't need your approval in things I do, say or the people I mix with. I don't care if you are not okay with the certain person who is my friend. And I don't give a fuck about how you see or think of me anymore. So go away, shoo.

So, this is the end of my rants and complains about this effing dude. I am proud of myself that I finally have the courage to draw a full stop to this chapter of my life. And happy to say, I am so satisfied and relieved about this. Hah!

If you readers have words to say about my post, go ahead and think that I'm a dramatic bitch. Because I don't fucking care anymore. :)

I feel like getting wasted now! :P
By the way, 18 more days to PMR!

♥

Never ending outings

2009-09-14T03:28:00.001-07:00

My never ending outings, never ending fun with buddies!
Although PMR is coming real soon..
I can't just not go out with the buddies right?

So Friday, went to school in the morning.
Yes, after being absent for 3 days or so.
After school, Giap & Em called.
Late night movie outing, so why not?

Mom dropped me to Gurney around 8 something.
Met up with the long lost Giap, Emily, Valerie, Ernest & Ezra.
Oh, the long lost buddy got more and more cute!
I'm serious. :P

Went to Breeks since we got no where to go.
I repeat, this is NOT lifeless! ;p
Ordered some snacks and beverage.

After awhile, Ezra, Ernest & Henry came to join.
We were all late for the movie though.
Alot of us watched, Winson ppk-ed.

See that? Heh.

After movie, went to Starbucks with the guys.
Winson, HawYang and friends joined.
Chilled there for sometime.
Then Em, Val, Giap & I left for Coffee Island.
Jeremy Cheah fetched, along with Mun Leon and another friend.

Supper

Around 2 something or 3, Mun Leon fetched all of us back to Em's place.
What else other than mahjong? Haha.
So we played mahjong for many rounds, till 4 something 5?
Couldn't really remember.
And I, as usual stayed over at Em's.

Okay, I was suppose to be at home.
Studying my ass off, but I didn't.
How can I resist the temptation?
And it's bad, to not go out with best friends. :P

23 more days to PMR.
By the way, I don't need a reason to like you okay?
Pfft.

Holidays, ahh!

2009-09-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

Spent my one week holidays, almost everyday with Emily!
Our holidays were all about food and movies, only.
No, this is not lifeless. :P

Dvds!

I so want to watch em' all!
Emily refused to watch the horror movies, pfft.
She won't watch, not until more people join us.
So, anyone interested to join us for movie marathon? (:

28 more days!
I smell, freedom.
MORE freedom coming, baybeh! (:

Greetings!

2009-09-03T12:35:00.000-07:00

Hello! (:

I love being random.
So bear with it, lovelies.

I'm BACK!

2009-09-03T11:48:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, Zhigie is back in action yo! (:
Been busy recently.
Trials just ended, PMR coming up next.
Oh well, I can't wait! :P

Anyway, gonna update something that I'm suppose to update a month ago.
What else other then my buddy's birthday celebration?
So, Giap celebrated his birthday a month ago.

Birthday boy! (;

Part of the guys there.

Shark?

Out of no where, Gene and friends surprised Giap with a birthday cake.
So sweet of them, right?

Before getting creamed.

On the way there.

And there you go, Giap the creamed man? :P

I don't really remember what's next.
The guys went for a swim, I think..

Yes, a lot of them.

Mom & Son.

After a while, another cake-cutting session.
Giap's mom bought another cake for him..
So no more fooling around with the cake or getting creamed.

His favourite post, tsk.

Then, the drinking session.
Expected lah, right?
Haha.

His so called opening ceremony.

Funny yam-seng moment! :P

And there, group pictures of the guys.

Present from his heng dai.

♥

Counting down.
33 days, yay!

My dearest Shiba

2009-08-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

I miss you, baby girl. ):

Sorry for being so inactive for sometime. I was really down, perhaps I still am. Still couldn't accept the fact the Shiba is gone for one whole week, that she will never be home and I will never be able to see her again. I am not being a dramatic bimbo, mind you. Because Shiba is not just a pet, not just a dog. She was part of my family, she still is. We did whatever we could, to have her back. Fliers, forwarded emails, every single way. But no, none of that work out. I've been hiding, avoiding to even think of her. I have Shiba in my life, everyday for the past 12 years. It's hard to erase the memory of her. Tears were shed, to realized that from this moment onwards, I will never see Shiba in the house anymore. She will never be in my room, sleeping on my bed anymore. She will never be greeting me, not anymore.. I pray and pray to God. I will do whatever just to have her back in life. But it doesn't seems to work, I am disappointed. I feel so useless, because there is nothing else I can do. And every time I look at her pictures, I cry so hard that I couldn't stop it. The pain is unbearable.

To the person who have her,

Yes, you are definitely a bloody bastard. Son of a bitch, who know that we are searching for her and didn't want to return her back to us. Do you know how much I hate you for this? And yes, I will definitely hold grudges towards you. Although I don't know who you are, but I don't care. I'll fucking curse you to death. Do you know how heart-breaking this is to my family and I? Just because of your selfish decision to have her as your own. How I wish to see you, with Shiba out for a walk or anything. I swear I'll punch you hard on the face and rip you off into pieces. I hate you, but please do me a favor. Keep Shiba happy and safe, please.

Shiba girl, we missed you dearly.

Come home, please. ):

Help needed!

2009-08-18T01:42:00.001-07:00

Please help, spread this around.
She has been missing for 2 days already. ):

It's swinging!

2009-08-02T03:53:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, heck it is!

At the beginning of the day.
I feel..

Exhausted, worried, anxious, normal and sleepy.

Happy, grateful, bored, neglected, abandoned and ignored.

Loved, appreciated, thankful, normal, alone and back to unhappy.

Damn, I feel mentally disturbed.

Then, at the end of the day.
I'm feeling grey again.
And it goes round and round, over and over again..
Then I go goo-goo-gaa-gaa trying so hard to sleep at night.
And I realised Insomnia is attacking me again.
So, I cried myself to sleep.
Then my mood go swinging again!

2 months ago, I told myself.

That I wont ask for more from you.

Because you already gave me the best you could.

But now I can't stop myself for demanding more from you.

Now you see what you've put me through?

;[

2009-07-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

" Shame on him if he fool you once.
But shame on you if he fool you twice. "
I'm such a fool. ):

I won't let you ruin my life, twice.

To those who loved and cared,

Thanks for the being there.

2009-07-20T01:13:00.000-07:00

Maybe I was wrong about everything, since the very beginning.
Maybe I was the only one who felt that way.
Maybe I've made the wrong move.
There are just way too many " maybes" in me now..
I'm confused, words can't explain the way I feel now.

Sally's Birthday Celebration

2009-07-19T01:58:00.000-07:00

Friday ; 17/07

So it was Sally's birthday celebration.
Although her birthday was on the 13th.

Nothing much to elaborate about though..

Went to Gurney then to the beach.

People who attended were..

Sally

Eileen

Rene

Sheau Han

Jun Yi

Shanese

Shannen
Winnie

Jessica

Nikki

Zhigie

Cherly

Nathania

Nigel

Robert

All I can say is, we had alot of fights on that day itself. (:
But in the end all of us definitely had alot of fun, right?

I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Mega Que

Food Court, playing "Tap Tap" with Cherly.

The Beach

Sexy backs? (:

I somehow got stripped off by Cherly.

So yeah, after that we started to strip everyone who was in bikini.

We succesfully stripped the birthday girl though. (:

Nikki was one of our target, but she got away with it! (:

Cherly & I

Above : They were waiting for their turn to play jet-ski.

Below : 3 of them were so unactive, grr!

Guess who are they? ;p

Later on, we went off the Sri Ananda for dinner.

Before that, we took group pictures.

A few of them were missing though.

Missing Nikki, Shannen, Nathania, Winnie, Shanese & Robert.

Something must be wrong with all of us! ;p

Sheau Han feel stalked? Haha.

I was darn tired. ):

Another group picture before they left. (:

Was waiting for bro to fetch Nathania, Cherly and I over to Nikki's.

So while waiting, we walked around.

Then bro dropped us to Nikki's.

Webcam-ed with Eileen & Vincent!

Haha, cute moments. (:

Then went out to Nikki's balcony with artificial grass/fake garden.

Watched movie, The Haunting In Connecticut.

I was having a terrible fever that time.

So I didn't really watched..

Thanks to Nikki's dad for the pills and soya milk!

We had our girls talk after that.

Later on, someone came all the way to Nikki's and paid me a visit. (:

I think I kinda screwed up the night.

Oh well, I didn't do that in purpose.

I'm sorry. ):

Saturday ; 18/07

Cherly left for tuition.

I rotted in Nikki's room for the whole day.

As I said, was still having fever. ):

Later on, Cherly came along with Nathania.

Got ready and waited for Nathania's bro to fetch us to Bon Odori.

Reached there, it was so crowded.

Met up with a lot of them,

Rene

Eileen

Sheau Han

Tasha

Debil

Jessica

HawShyan

Nigel

Don't remember who else I met though.

Anyway, the night sucked.

Bon Odori sucked. ):

Oh well, this is a long post isn't it?

Haha.
Anyway, special thanks to Jessica for the pictures.
And the rest, for what happened on Friday..

Please don't be mad at me.

Eventhough you said you are not.

I'm really sorry about what happened.. ):

Hope things will go back to the way it was.

Excuse me?!

2009-07-16T11:15:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU!

I KNOW YOU VISIT MY BLOG CONSISTENTLY OKAY?

I CAN SEE THAT THROUGH NUFFNANG!

AND I AM PRETTY ANNOYED WITH THAT.

CAUSE EVERY TIME YOU VIEWED ME, I WILL DEFINITELY VIEW YOU BACK.

AND EVERY TIME I BROWSE THROUGH YOUR DAMN BLOG, I CAN ALWAYS SEE YOUR SCARY-ALIEN-LOOKALIKE FRIEND'S PICTURE AND ALSO YOUR FAT "BAK PAU" FACE.

IT GIVES ME NIGHTMARES OKAY?

pffffft

I know you are just trying to show us how happy you are..

But do you think we give a damn about it?

Damn, you childish moron.

You are old enough already, so GROW UP! (:

Bee-yatch Of The Year

2009-07-10T11:30:00.000-07:00

Oh hey bitch, look here!

I dedicated a post for you.

It's so sweet, isn't it? (:

I'm sorry and I gotta confess that..

I was so wrong about you.

Because I thought that..

You were one of a kind.

You were different from the others.

You were all, bla bla bla*

BUT

You are still as predictable as other ordinary bitches.

Teehee, feel pwned? (x

You think you are now high above the others?

Oh come on, WAKE UP.

This ain't no fairy tales alright, my dear?

You gotta face the fact.

All your silly and nasty plans on me..

It's not gonna work, okay?

Come up with something new.
Your same ol' stories are a little boring, you know?
You probably need some improvement, you suck at making up stories.
So work harder, girl. ;p

And I see it, coming to you.

That special thing, that YOU deserve.

Haha, I don't think I need to state any clearer bout this. (:

You should know, what serve you right girl.

Oh, one last thing..

You are getting it way worst than me.

So be proud of it, finally beat me in something?

Hahaha! (:

By the way, you will be probably right.
I am just making fun of you, through this post.
Haha, hope you have fun reading this! ;p

HELP!

2009-07-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

I need motivation to study.

I need inspiration, to blog?

I need strength, guidance, love and peace to deal with everything.

I need patience and tolerance to keep everything on the right track.

Oh God, please help.. ):

To,

The Bee-yatch of the year, need me to elaborate more? (:

Why do you tend to make things worst?

You have fun doing this?

Or you just want to get attention from everyone?

Updates!

2009-07-03T05:14:00.001-07:00

Waves* Hello world.
I've been really lazy to update my blog recently.
So yeah, abandoned it. ;p

Anyway, I'm gonna update a little about my life nowadays.
But I can barely remember what happened..
So yeah, bear with it.

27/6 ; Saturday

Was at Gurney with Rene, Eileen & Sheau Han.
Nothing much, just a normal outing.
Went over to PFS for this. points below*

We then met Sally, Charmaine, Stephanie & Jessica at PFS.
Bla bla bla, it wasn't as nice as we expected though.
Went over to McD after one of the break.

Bla bla bla, I forgotten what happened already.
Hahaha.
Bro came to fetch me around 11 plus and dropped Rene & Sheau Han home.

The rest of the night, will be kept to myself.
What happened is for me to know, for you to find out.
Hehe. ;p

Damn, I love her! (:

I like you, and nothing can change the way how I feel about you.
Thanks for everything.
The little things that make life better. (:

And to you, yes YOU.
Who will probably read this.
You know what?
Karma bites, what goes around comes around. (:

Michael Jackson is dead?!

2009-06-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

The King Of Pop aka Michael Jackson is dead at the age of 50.
Is that even possible? It's so sudden.
Hmm, although I am not a big fan of his.
But I love some of his songs. (:
Especially the song, " You Are Not Alone " by MJ.

R.I.P, MJ.

Everyone is going goo-goo-gaa-gaa over his sudden death.
Everyone turned into his super big fans after his death.
But before this, most of us barely even remember his existence.
Weird ey?

SXI Band Concert

2009-06-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hello world! (:
So on Friday, went over to Gurney after school.
Shopped a little. ;p

And had dinner at Manila Place with Sally, Eileen. Rene & Sheau Han.
They said I was too hyper when I'm hungry.
So they have to stuck the food in my mouth to keep me shut up. (:
Haha.

LOL, Rene! (:

I don't remember what happened next after my lunch/dinner.
So, went over to Dewan Sri Pinang.
It was SXI Band Concert.

Before Emily & Giap the Best Friends came, waited for them outside.
For QUITE long, haha.
So took some pictures.

Rene ; Sally

Eileen ; SzeWei

Emily! Welcome back! (:

Giap & Wilshen

The Band

This part was awesome!

Bagpipe?

The concert was awesome. (:
Vincent's part was really good, haha.
It ended around 10 plus and bro dropped Rene & Sheau Han home.

Went over to Emily's place after that.
Met up with Giap, Em and the rest.
Walked over to Coffee Island.

Giap & his tea! grins*

Emily's supper.

Giap's sister dropped us home around 2,
Thanks! (:
Enjoyed my night with the two bestfriends!

In God, is where I placed my trust. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-06-20T18:07:00.000-07:00

* jeng jeng jeng *
Guess who turned OLD today?!
Haha, not old but legal lah. ;p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KAKAK!
Someone is 21 years old already! (:
I LOVE YOU! (:
XOXO, you know you love me too! ;p

I gave mommy to you on your birthday.
I bet it's better than Angie's Gucci, hehe.

Shit!

2009-06-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

Random picture taken on one of the days when I was out. (;

I
Can't
Believe
This

It's
Mid JUNE already!

PMR is just around the corner, which is like few months away.
And I'm so dead, I'm not well-prepared!
Kill me. );

Well, baby.
This is my confession.
I want you, clear enough now? (:

My little angels

2009-06-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

Smile? (;

Well, it's 2.05 in the morning now. But I just have the urge to blog, about something mush-y! ;p Apparently, I realized that I have angels revolving in my life. Really sweet ones, aww.

I have really cute form 1 juniors, and also lovable seniors. Not to forget, my own form buddies & Emily The Best Friend! They care, bout what I'm going through. It's really sweet to receive their lovely text messages when I'm down. Nice too, to have someone who are able to give me advises. Right, Shanese? (;

All I wanted to say is, thanks for everything. Although what you all did is nothing to others, but it is something to me. Seriously, you girls play important roles in my life. Cheer me up when I'm down, give me advises when I'm feeling lost in life. Most importantly, you all spare me love. Haha, mushy enough? ;p To me, you girls are angels, from God to me. <3
You know who you are! (;

*
" I thank God, for His love."

The happy & cheeky Gie is back?
Hehe.

Birthday Shoutout!

2009-06-09T10:51:00.000-07:00

Sze Wei darling! ;p

Happy Sweet 13th to my love, Sze Wei!
Babe, I will always be there for you alright?
I love you! <3

The best damn thing

2009-06-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

2 years back? (;

Boo, YOU!
Yes, you.

I missed you. (;

Thanks for the night, that I'll keep in heart forever.
Because this is the greatest thing you've left me with.
I won't ask for more, you already gave me the best you could.

XOXO

Sorry

2009-05-31T12:08:00.000-07:00

Been doing a lot of thinking recently.
Realized that, I wasn't a good friend after all.
I was just hoping that I could help.
Didn't know that it actually troubled you guys.
Never thought that I am the one who bring you guys down.

Sincerely, here I am to apologize.
Sorry

I can't stop myself from making assumptions.
Neither can I stop being this sensitive.
I can't help it, I've been through much more than you thought I have.

I'm sorry for what I did.
And for what I've put you all through.
I didn't mean to do this.
Trust me, I don't feel good about this too.

*
And to you,

Do you know I can read expressions and thoughts very well and accurate?
So I actually know more than you thought I do.
And I know that you lied, my dear. (;

So, I made a few changes though.
I know it's hard to find a friend like you.
But, whats done is done.

I feel the hatred in me, towards you.
As I trusted you with no cautions.
I too, feel sorry.

The thoughts hiding deep in me.
Will never be revealed.
Not being selfish or whatsoever.

I feel horrible for troubling you with my problems.
And I need understandings, not sympathy.
I know I'm giving you more problems, sorry.

" How I wish to have someone who understands me. "

Wanted to leave here so badly.
I don't know how long can I still survive, in this condition.
Sigh, when will this end?

Teachers Day 09

2009-05-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

Oh well, didn't plan to go to school though.
Just that I got forced to, grr.
Anyway, the day turned out to be quite nice. (;

In the hall, we all looked tired, no?

Eileen ; Husband , Jun Yi ; Wife

Thanks to her, for the candid pictures.

Zhigie & Rene

Charmaine & Sally

Hmm, what's with my face expression?

Yee Ming dear. (;

Annabelle

Winnie, Wei Yen & Carina

Brenda & Shannen. <3

Cynthia!

Shannen love!

Obviously, I preferred this year's juniors.
They are definitely way better than last year's form 1s.
Oh, but some of them aren't that bad, like Cynthia! (;

" Don't get attached to anyone. "
Shan told me that, and that is exactly what I'm doing.
I seriously hope that I'm doing the right thing.
To not hurt myself or others no more.
I'm sorry If I ever made you feel that way.
I felt horrible either..

Over

2009-05-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

Yay baybeh.
Exams are finally over!
Last paper on Friday.
Damn, I was so down on that day! Sigh*

Anyway, went out on that day though.
With Sally, Eileen, Sze Wei, Rene, Sheau Han and Shanese.
Nathania, Cherlylynn and Senny were with us for movie too.

Ahh, this movie is awesome!

Shanese & Sally

Shan & I
Kanye West wannabe much? HAHA!

Shan & I, again.
With our very LMAO pose, LOL.

Went for another movie at night.
With my one and only kawan baikku, Emily!
Watched Monsters VS Aliens, 3D version some more!

Hmm, wasted my 15 bucks!

The movie was alright though.
Just that it's not quite 3D.
Eek.

Sigh, ups and downs.

Don't like it!

Cracked Lips

2009-05-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

The weather nowadays is killing me.
Ahh, sick!
Haven't been getting much sleep.
I am up every night to study for my mid year exam.
Thank God it's gonna be over, soon.

Anyway, this is what had happened to my lips lately.
Bleed like almost everyday.
Sigh.

Eeek, disgusting ey? );

7 down, 2 more to go.
Hope I don't screw them up, finger crossed*
Holidays coming up next, baybeh!
Ahh, can't wait.

" I pray, I pray and I pray, for a better tomorrow every each day. "

Exam mode?

2009-05-17T07:10:00.001-07:00

Boo! ;P

Just another random picture.
Taken by Sally, during extra tuition class.
It's freaking early, can't blame me for looking sleepy right? (;

Luckily you called when I seriously needed someone to talk to.
You hit my weak point and made me tell.
Which actually made me feel a lot more better.
Thanks for being there, it is very much appreciated. (;

Random pictures

2009-05-15T01:52:00.000-07:00

Found some pictures in Emily's facebook.
Didn't even realize the existence of these pictures.
Haha, last year December. (;

Lol, look at my nails & hair! );

What the? Hmm.

Haha!

Disappeared

2009-05-14T00:13:00.000-07:00

Have been inactive for quite sometimes.
Wasn't very happy with what I'm going through.
Emotional breakdown, voiceless moment.
Fake-a-smile-and-here-goes-another-day-moments.
It was hard, for me. Sigh*

Was wondering why does this always happen to me?
Once, twice and its still not enough?
Haunts me, non-stop.

I don't know who to go to when I needed a shoulder to cry on.
I thought I could rely on you, but instead, I was so wrong about it.
As usual you've let me down.

You thought that you could keep this away from me?
Too bad, you were wrong too.
I still found out, although it's not from you, which I wished it had.
It's alright anyway, I'm done with you.

I find myself waking up in the middle of the night, drowned with tears.
Crying my heart out, because of what you have put me through.
It has to come to an end, I can't take it anymore.

I'll keep every thing to myself, sealed and untold.
The memories, the promises and every single thing we've said and done, will remain as secrets.

Today, will be mark as the day that I've decided to give up.
Never hope or expect more from you, or myself.
It was a blessing to have you with me, but now I just wish that I have never met you.

And finally, I am able to differentiate reality and fantasy.
No longer wish to have anything to do with you.
And I hope you get my point, I wasn't in love with you, not at all.
Rumors are always different from the truth, think about it.

I don't like it when people accuses me, because of you.
I hate it when it has to be you.
I dislike it even more when you ought to be the one that screwed up my life.

But now, I'm glad that I'm over it.
Because I'm finally giving up on you, and the bond between us.
No point explaining, cause I ain't gonna listen.
Oh, and I don't need your sympathy,so save it for her. (;

Love,
Zhigie

I'm feeling much better now, after discovering the truth.
I know things just won't go the way you wanted it to be no matter what.
Although things won't ever be the same again, but I'm just glad that I found out.

*
Sometimes I prefer being blindfolded and kept away from anything that might hurt me.
Be it mentally, physically or emotionally hurt.. );
But sometimes, it just feels good to discover the truth,
Complications in life, a path that I must go through right?
I'll stay strong, I have to.

*
P/s: I'm being selfish, because I'm too afraid to be hurt again.
Too scared to be broken into pieces.

I'mma Sponge Bob Square Pants!

2009-05-13T23:01:00.000-07:00

Take this test and you will be able to find out your cartoon character!
I'm a Sponge Bob!
Tell me when you got the results alright? (;

Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character you most resemble?

A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test.

Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results.
Do not cheat by looking at the end of the post before you are done.

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts )
e) Pop (3 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)

7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts.)
b) Spain (5 pts)
c) Las Vegas (1 pt)
d) Hawaii (4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a ) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for.

(10-16 points) You are Garfield:
You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy:
You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you’re never out of style, you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times

(24-28 points) You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants t o lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown:
You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points) You are Dexter:
You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!

Officially 15

2009-05-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

Sunday, is the day Eileen turned 15!
Dad's birthday falls on the same day too, coincidence ey?
Happy Birthday, Dad!
Happy Sweet 15th, Eileen!

Venue : Miraku ; G Hotel
Time : 6p.m
Dress Code : Formal

So went over to G Hotel around 5.
Sheau Han came to meet me there.
We waited for the rest to changed there.

Went over to Gurney Plaza with Charmaine to get some stuff.
Read some letters during the " journey " , lmao.
So, 17 of us attended the dinner.

Birthday Girl ; Husband ; Eileen

Haha, yours truly. (;

Sylvia & I

The 3 Hijau girls

The Mgs-ians

Group picture!

Aww, so sweet right!

Happy Birthday!
May your dreams come true! (;

Haha, tam chiak moment!

Oh, did I mentioned that Sally & I wore the same dress?
Different colour, haha!

Wasn't really in the mood for anything that night.
Moodswings + gastric = not fun! );

Anyway, not much pictures though.
Wasn't in the mood for pictures.
Thanks to you! argh*

Eileen's Pre-Birthday Celebration

2009-05-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

Friday, Labour Day and also a public holiday.
Was over at Eileen's with Sheau Han the night before.
Morning, waited for my Sally and went over to Gurney.

Yours Truly @ Wembrey Park.

Sheau Han ; Eileen

Coming Soon!

Watched Coming Soon after our brunch.
Sally, Zhigie, Eileen & Cherlylynn.
The cinema would collapse anytime because of our screaming!

Went over to Mega Q after movie.
Met up with the rest of the Mgs-ians.

Sally, Sheau Han, Nathania.

Sylvia & Sally

Group Picture!

Sally & Zhigie

Another group picture?

HAHA, blurred face!

Sally ; Zhigie

Sheau Han ; Eileen

Last but not least,

The birthday girl!

End the post with this picture!
Haha, taken by Sally.

Orchestra Practice

2009-05-04T04:12:00.000-07:00

Same old routine.
Stayed back on Thursday for orchestra practice.
Took tons of pictures, enjoy! (;

Yours Truly. (;

Aww*

Sylvia & I. Shes my horny porny girlf!

Sally dear!

Last picture taken on that day.

Quote of the day by Zhigie,
" If you hope, be prepare for disappointments. "

Orchestra Concert

2009-04-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

I am super lazy to type.
So I am going to blind you people with more and more pictures!
Haha.

Sheau Han, Eileen, Sally, Yours Truly, Sylvia & Rene

So It was MGS Orchestra Night.
A sucky one to be exact.
Thanks to that lady and the curse!

Anyway, let me introduce you..
My family in class/school!
FYI, I'm "bisexual". (;

Eileen The Husband ; Rene The Daughter

Sally The Wifey ; Sylvia The Girlfriend

Incomplete family portrait

Nathania The Gay Partner ; Charmaine The I-Don't-Know-Who- Yet

At Sally's godmom's shop

Won't elaborate much about the sucky concert.
After the concert.
Went over to NWP.
Was with Eileen & Emily, then Nigel, Darien, Winson and a few friends.
Nigel dropped me home, thanks buddy. (;

Old Town ; NWP

Sick of looking at my picture? ;p

Saturday

(;

It is not a good year for the HIM family.
May God bless us and guide us through all these..
Sigh.

SXI Campfire

2009-04-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. (;
Rushed to Sxi cause Emily told me that she's reaching d.

But end up, I have to wait for her.

Bro brought me in for free, heh!
Met Nigel & Giap coincidentally.
Since I was alone that time so I followed them to practice their dance.

I insisted to be in the picture, heh.

Obviously not mine or Em's.

Jang Giap's properties.

For your information, our main reason there is to support our buddies!
Mr. Nigel Wong & Mr. Lee Jang Giap!
They should have feel proud, no? (;

Phats!

Theirs was the closing dance, the last performance of the night.
It was superb to us. (;
We screamed and cheered for them.
Everyone stared at us okay! shy*

HAH!

Waited for the guys to changed.
And we went over to Mr. Pot.
Nigel, Giap, Emily and a two of their friends.

While waiting for the guys, they are slow!

Last but not least, a picture of us.
Three good buddies ey? (;

Aww! (;
We all look so tan, no?

Aww*

2009-04-16T06:53:00.003-07:00

I'm so touched by all my lovely friends!
They LOVE me.
I'm serious! (;

See that?!
It's all about ZHIGIE!
So awwww right? (;

Everything's getting better and better!
And I am still in the process of changing.
Hehe.

GOT FORCED TO UPDATE!

2009-04-13T03:11:00.000-07:00

I got forced by Nikki to update my blog!
Oh well, I don't know what to write.
By the way, I seriously want you all to know that..

I AM CHANGING TO A BETTER PERSON!
I will keep trying.

And stop all those nonsensical stuffs I used to do.
But, I need time.
I promised I will change. (;

MARK MY WORDS PEOPLE!
BE MY WITNESSES! (;
Thank You.

Zhigie*

By the way, guess how I spent my weekend? (;

Hehe, for the first time..
My weekend was well spent.

Friday, 10.04.2009

Went Hiking!
Haha, fun yet adventurous.

Saturday, 11.04.2009

Followed Nikki to her church!
Fun, fun and more fun. (;

Sunday, 12.04.2009

Went to jog with Nikki.
Damn, it's tiring.

I got wear shorts okay!

Pictures from Facebook.
Thanks to Iise for the pictures!
Haha.

Sports Day ; Farewell

2009-04-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

So it's Friday, Sports Day and my class monitor's farewell.
On that day itself, the rain poured like crazy!
So sports day was held in the hall.
Yes, the school hall.
Crazy isn't it?

Sze Wei, My cheerleader buddy!

I SHY! HAHA!

Sigh, lala syndrome.

Awww, (;

I'm not racist! (;

Hmm?

Not gonna elaborate much about that day.
It's a happy yet sad day!
We'll miss you Aini! <3

Povy's Sweet Seventeen!

2009-04-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

A surprise party planned by Wingeez for Pohvee.
I was late for the party. );
Sorry Povy, I wasn't there to surprise you!

She was surprised, isn't she? (;

Favourite picture of the day.

Birthday girl & I

Random tam chiak moment!

Haha, gossips moment.

In the lift

Happy Sweet 17th, Povy!
Glad that you enjoyed the party. (;

Pictures grabbed from Cleo, Sabrina & Jane.
Heh. (;

Hugh Dancy ; Luke Brandon

2009-04-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

Familiar name uh?
Luke Brandon, a very hot guy in the movie " Confession of a shopaholic ".
So, his real name, Hugh Dancy!

So CUTE can? x)

At first I thought Hugh Dancy was Orlando Bloom!
Don't cha think they look alike?
Hmm.

Left ; Hugh Dancy Right ; Orlando Bloom

See? I think they look frigging alike!
Hugh Dancy versus Orlando Bloom?
Hmmhmm.
Both cute guys, drools*

Life, so far so good.
Results, not really satisfied but it's alright I tried my best.
(;

Pierced?

2009-04-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

Got my naval pierced about 2 months ago!
Heh, jealous? grins*

Different Friday.

2009-03-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

A different Friday compare to other Fridays.
So, mom dropped Nikki, Sally, Rene, Eileen and I to Khoo Kongsi after school.
For the stupid Sejarah Folio thingy, ish.

Khoo Kongsi

Haha, ignore our retarded hairstyle.

Nice, no?

After all the photo taking, we planned to go Prangin.
We didn't know how to go, LOL.
So we did tried our best to WALK there, and yes we succeed okay!

Our main reason to Prangin right, is this colourful thing above.
A very yummy soya pudding kind of thing.
So colourful and nice can? (x

Look at Nikki's face! HAHA.

Took taxi to Westland, for sports heat.
Damn, it was raining like mad.
All of us suppose to participate in tarik tali, too bad we were late.
So what else can we do other than cheering for our houses?
So Nikki & I stayed under the rain and cheered for Brooks & Lilly house.

After being wet and all, walked back to school.
On the way back, asked Eileen to piggy back me!
LOL.
And guess what happened..
Both of my leg cramped!
Fucking painful okay, I walked like cacat kay!

Nikki, Sze Wei, Zhigie.

Sze Wei!

Oh, picture of the day!
Lawakness!
It was a candid shot.

My reaction = WTF, PHONE DROPPED!
Nikki's reaction = Err, huh?

Retarded look of ours. (x

And this is what happened when you stand under the rain with slippers and also sit down when you're all wet.

Fetched Nikki home after that.
Note : Hairbands are one of the trend in school now okay!

Toughest month ever!

2009-03-25T05:43:00.000-07:00

Been through a lot this whole month.

Happy and sad moments, both.

One of the sad moment, Peanut is lost!
She was dog napped! );
Curse you fucking bitches who dog napped her!

I miss you so so much! );

Second, another great lost..
Tinkerbell's daddy, Hero passed away..
So sad can!
Two lovely dogs in a month! );

There's so many things I'm going through.
So many decisions I need to make.
And I don't think I'm capable..
Sigh, how? );
Messed up thoughts, mixed feelings..

I'm still ALIVE!

2009-03-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

First of all, thanks for all the lovey-dovey wishes and hugs on my birthday!
Thanks for the midnight surprise calls.
And also the presents!
Love you people! <3>

Guess how I celebrate it? (;

Emily & I

Haha, had been missing for weeks! (x
I can hardly remember what I did during the holidays.
But it's a tough week for me.. ;(

Karyn, Ming, Rene & Shu!
During the Girl Guides Big Line Up.

MAC Hello Kitty~

Random pictures taken, someday which I don't remember. (x

Hmm, white or black?

Might be shutting down this blog.. ;(
Don't really have the mood to blog though.
Sorry for any inconveniences caused.
Do come back for further notice!

Rawr *

2009-03-12T03:59:00.000-07:00

Finally a proper update after so long.
Was very down for the past week.
Thanks for all the advices, you know who you people are. <3

So, last Friday went over to meet Emily in Gurney.
She did her pedicure at Chammaine.
After that, met her mom and sister, Valerie.

Went to get movie tickets, Marley & Me.
As expected, cried in the cinema. shy*
I think I was the one who started crying and cried the most.

Rose Milk Tea

Ice Rose Tea

Winter Warmers next.
Did some catch up there.
After that, went over to 3 Dots for boxers! HAHA.

And er, I don't remember what happened next.
Sigh, short term memory lost!
I think we went back to her place after movie.

Meet Emily! x)

I didn't know what to do.
I really hope I'm making the right decision, for myself and you all.
God, please guide me through this.

Happy Birthday, sis!

2009-03-04T22:17:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Birthday, sis!
Someone is getting older! grins*

Sisters?
Vingie, Zhigie, mommy & Angie

I miss..

2009-02-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

Vixens!

Performance at Rasa Sayang Hotel, 08.

I miss all of you.
Especially all the dramas we had during pratices!

Yvonne, Alex, Zhigie & Trixia. ;)

Happy Valentines?

2009-02-14T05:02:00.000-08:00

Hello, world! (;
So, Happy Valentines Day? Haha.
Guess how I spent my Valentines..
( I have dateS okay! THREE some more! )

Date 1 : Emily Lim Li Ann
Date 2 : Teo Sze Wei
Date 3 : Shannen Gooi

So what if they are all girls? At least I have dates!
So get a life, loser. (;

I was their " mommy " of the day!
So lovely can? (x

( I FOUND THE PICTURE! ) x)

I remember taking picture with date 1!
But I can't seem to find the picture.
Sorry, Em. ;(

Oh yeah, received a rose.
Thanks, (;
By the way, test is in less than 2 weeks time!
Ahhh, kill me! );

Jr. Zhigie?

2009-02-12T01:28:00.000-08:00

Junior Zhigie.

Found this picture in my phone!
So cute can? Heh.

Mandy, Cindy and I. (;
Some day after school, at CTY fish spa?

Another random post!

2009-02-08T07:49:00.000-08:00

8/2 ; Sunday

Nikki's guitar?

Peanut deary~

Tinkerbell love~

Updates?

2009-02-01T05:09:00.000-08:00

29/1 ; Thursday

Collected Mandy's Boobies Cupcakes!
http://www.i-love-cupcakes.com

" Another day, another drama. "
A very memorable yet adventurous day. grins*

Thanks to Jeremy for fetching us here and there on that day! (;

30/1 ; Friday

Gurney in the afternoon with lovelies.
Night/midnight at Coffee Island.
Happy Birthday, Mandy! <3

31/1 ; Saturday

Gurney with Emily, Charlene, Joan, Cleo.
Not to forget, my long lost buddy, Nigel Wong!
Haha.
Thanks to Nigel for the late night delivery and lime mints! (;
Late night chats with Emily, as usual.

1/2 ; Sunday

Stayed over at Em's.
~~Giap~~ Peter paid a visit the next day, haha!
Cleo, Ruby & Linkai came too.

Pictures!

2009-01-23T00:32:00.000-08:00

Hey yo people!

As I was saying in the previous post, I LOVE form 3 school life.

You know why?
( Heh, I'm gonna blind you people with loads of pictures! )

HAHA, see? This is what we do in class!

People who appeared in pictures are, Nikki, Cindy, Mandy, Eileen, Rene and Syasya.
By the way, Happy Chinese New Year!
Mwahs!

I am not DEAD!

2009-01-17T23:27:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps!
I'm still ALIVE and not dead, yet.
And apparently, my blog is dead.
I ~~have no time~~ am lazy to update my blog, as usual.

Anyway, house practice starts tomorrow! omg.
More cheerleading practices, omg x 2.
Home works and extra classes! omg x 3.
Tuitions, omg x 4.
Less outings! ( Perhaps no more outings! ) omg x 5!
I'M SO BUSY! OMG x 6!
But I'm loving form 3 school life, heh!

Hahaha, random much.
( So bear with it. (; )
Just a little something to keep my blog alive, heh.
( Do not blame me if I do not update my blog that constant.)

AND, in case you do not remember how I looked like..
( Although it's impossible, haha. )

This is how yours truly look like now. (:

New Hairstyle

2009-01-10T00:35:00.000-08:00

Last Tuesday, Nikki & I dared each other to cut our hair.
( Lame I know. ;P)
And yes, we did cut..

So here's the pictures of my current hairstyle.
Warning : DO NOT CRITICIZE!
( Or else I'll cry again, I'm serious! :X )

Ignore the messy background, haha.

How's it?
Fringe turned so short..
Sigh, regret man!

Hectic 2009?

2009-01-09T06:24:00.000-08:00

Waves* Hello hello!
Miss me, miss me? grins*
Anyway, as you people know, school has started 1 week ago.
And my school life has been and it is still super hectic, to me at least.
( I know it has just been A WEEK, but I'm serious!)

I have to carry a handful of textbooks everyday that weight at least 4 kg.
And my bag which is full of exercise books, so omg can!
Never carry such a heavy bag before in my whole life okay, damn. ):
No more sleeping, quarreling nor doing shitty stuffs in class/school.
I have never been so serious in studies at all, except for this year.
Feel so proud of myself! heh*

As for the first week of school, been very busy.
Even after school, don't have the time for afternoon nap! ):
* Packed with tuition and more tuition, home works, and so on..*

Sigh, enough of nonsense.
Better stop now, heh.
Bye? Don't miss me alright. ;P

School's starting tomorrow!

2009-01-04T05:04:00.000-08:00

Woohoo!
Read my title please! (:

Yeah, I'm so fucking excited for school.
I miss the oh-so-fucking-nice teachers!
And of course, those lovely prefects too! coughs*
What the fuck am I talking about? slap self*
Bla bla bla, I'm so not excited. pfft*

See how ~~excited~~ I am now? pfft.

New Years Eve

2009-01-03T12:51:00.000-08:00

Okay, a very late post.
Late but it's better than nothing right, heh.
Was suppose to celebrate with families but end up celebrating with close friends. <3
So, Eugene fetched me to Gurney & I met up with Emily.
Had ice peach tea at Winter Warmers and went to walked around.
Met Jang Giap & friends at the playground later on.
After the countdown session in Gurney, took taxi to UPR with Jang Giap and Emily.

Had Chivas that night, at Benuoveto or something. (:

I think I got a little tipsy after two cups or so?
Hahaha, and I kept going to toilet. :P
And Emily left me for her sister, so mean can!

She took this while I was in the toilet, sheesh.

Giap & Gene.

Take 1 & take 2

Emily & Zhigie

Emily, Zhigie & Giap. (:
( He tried to fit in the picture, but failed!)

Second round was beer session.
Played games and so on.
I followed Emily, Natalie and friends back.
They had supper before heading back to Emily's house.
Got back around 4.30? ( Don't remember already, heh.)

I can still vain when I got back!
( This proves that I'm still sober! (: )

I had heaps of fun that night!
( Although I got teased and treated as a drunkard, hmm.)
But it's okay, I still love it! (:

Bangkok Nightclub On Fire During New Year Celebration!

2009-01-01T22:56:00.000-08:00

I heard mom talking to Angie this morning.
About some nightclub in Bangkok got on fire yesterday.
So, I searched online for the news.

Omg, so scary can? ):

BANGKOK — A fire at a high-end Bangkok nightclub killed at least 59 people and injured more than 200 shortly after midnight Thursday as revelers were celebrating the new year, the police said.

Nightclub workers said fireworks had been set off around the midnight countdown, but the cause of the fire has not been determined, according to Lt. Sutin Pongkhamphan, the police officer in charge of the case.

He said 54 people died at the scene at the popular club, the Santika, and that five more died at hospitals. An additional 212 people were injured, 21 severely.

Police Major Akaluk Siriyodsophon, the officer in charge of the local precinct station, said 39 bodies had been identified by Thursday afternoon — 38 Thais and one Singaporean. He said the deaths were about equally divided between men and women.

Of the injured, the police said, 35 were foreigners, including people from Australia, Britain, Korea, Singapore and the United States.

Forensic work continued Thursday evening, police officials said. Scores of bodies were laid out on the street in white sheets in front of the blackened nightclub. Sirens sounded throughout the night in the crowded streets of central Bangkok.

“We were all dancing and suddenly there was a big flame that came out of the front of the stage and everybody was running away,” Oh Benjamas, a partygoer, told Reuters. “People started running for the doors and breaking the windows.”

Most of the deaths and injuries were caused by a stampede in the three-story club, which has one main exit and was packed with about 1,000 people, Lieutenant Sutin said. Other deaths came from burns and smoke inhalation. “The fire spread very quickly because there was a lot of fuel in the club, like alcohol, foam and balloons,” he said.

One employee said that explosions were heard shortly after the New Year countdown, according to The Nation newspaper Web site. “After the explosions, someone shouted, ‘Fire!’” the employee said. He said the fire had started on the top floor and spread quickly, sending smoke through the building and causing panic.

The New Year’s Eve party was advertised as “Bad Boy Party” on the club’s Web site. It also called the party “Goodbye Santika,” apparently because the owner was planning to move to a new location.

The Santika, in the city’s Ekamai district, is popular with the local Thai and foreign jet set. “It attracts an affluent Thai student crowd, with Euro models and Westerners also popping in,” according to one Thai entertainment Web site.

In the words of another site: “Beautiful music. Beautiful lights. Beautiful babes. Beautiful dudes. Beautiful. Beautiful. Beautiful.” The Web site adds: “This is a place to go and display yourself. You wanna be seen? You can’t go wrong with this place.”

Janesara Fugal contributed reporting.

Source from, here!

Sigh, can you imagine this happening on a new year celebration in a very packed club?
What a horrible 2009, gosh.

Happy New Year!

2008-12-31T01:09:00.000-08:00

Omg, haven't been blogging for some time.
I am kind of lazy, well you know me. (:
Anyway, here to wish you people out there a Happy New Year.
Hope you guys have a good year ahead!
And yeah, I'm home on a new year's eve, like wtf? pfft*
( I went out at night lah, duh.)

So my New Year Resolutions are..

- Study hard for PMR, at least 5 A's?
- Study, study and study!
- Turn into a complete nerd, heh.
- Need to study till I go cuckoo and get 5 A's for PMR!
( To avoid being teased by a retard who claimed that he did not studied and got 6A's, hmm. )

Nyehehe, I know I'm a little overreacted.
So what, I like it this way. (:

Goodbye 2008 and Hello 2009!
"You" better be good to me! (:
Mwahs!